Erm...Sorry...

Ya... I know...
It's been a long time I didn't write any blog already...
Fine, let me write about my experience today for the the starting...
Fine, I've met the same problem again... in these few days...
I couldn't control myself again...
I've over the limit again...
And I felt so stupid
and also very sorry...
I admit that I am an impatient person...
I don't know why I will be so foolish until I've passed over my limit...
Haiz...I am so damn stupid a!!! ><
All I want to tell you or show you is
I just want to be like a normal friend.just like last time...
Talk together...Fight like a kid... Argue like an enemy... Laugh together...
Actually, I hate the life I been through now...
It's so suffer...
Fine...
Maybe you are looking at this post or maybe not...
I just want to say sorry for all my foolish again...
Just talk to me again like a friend, ok?
I promise I won't be like this again, ok?
Or else you just scold me rudely, ok?
It's far better than ignore me...Understand?

Thank you! =)

Thanks to my friends~
Especially Sara, Ht, Ph, Allysa, Eric, Sam and more and more...
Thanks for counselling me~
Thanks for waking me up~
Maybe I'm too care about it...
And I've to stop it!~
The foolish things I did have to be stopped now...
It's only show that I'm weak guy, right?
And it also hurt that person from time to time, right?
So, if i really care about that person,
I can't continue do care so much~
And I like this:
"是我的东西就自然会是我的，
不属于我的东西，强求也得不到的～"
Thanks again =D

Learnt =D

Erm...Last few days,
I was quite down,
Maybe because of friendship, or exam, or...
But, my sadness ended until I went to a camp...I guess so...
I'm myself and I'll be myself.
They're themselves and I'm myself.
I've no reason to show I'm sad because of them.
Should I so care about their opinion?
Absolutely not! I think I have learnt it from the camp.
In this moment,
the most important thing is do my role.
Be a good student, good son, good friend, good brother, good....
If I can do it all pretty good, I'll appreciate it and become happier =D

I've surf the internet for awhile and I found something: 
How To Be Happy =)

• Be realistic. Nobody is happy all of the time.
• Remember that happiness is a state of mind and not something which can be defined objectively. 
• Smile a lot.
• Say what you mean and mean what you say. Honesty really is the best policy.
• Be politely assertive. Say how you feel and explain what you want. Friends and colleagues can't be mind readers.
• Don't procrastinate. Instead of worrying about a decision, take it. You'll immediately feel better. Most personal problems do not lend themselves to a simple right or wrong solution. The point is to decide and move on.

These things're copy from the net, not original. xD
Enjoy it =D

Everyday Exam!!!~

Fine...
I almost finish my exam...
Still have some subjects haven't finished yet...
Geography, Chinese, Mathematics, Living Skill...and some other minor exam...Moral, Art and more...
The most important one...
I have another exam for my piano...
Grade5 Practical Exam...
And Grade5 Theory Exam for my piano...
I'm very nervous...
My piano teacher told me that I might fail my scales....
I feel really tension when a teacher or someone beside me...
I can't play well...
Besides, I feel a bit scared for my result last week...
Especially my Science...
I didn't focus on that subject...
I've made too much careless mistakes...
Zzz...Don't care about it~
I've to focus on the school exam(7/8-9/8) and my piano practical(8/8) and theory exam(12/8)...
I've to do revision now...
So, my blog maybe won't post any new blog these days...
Good Luck for everyone and I also wish that I can pass my exam with flying colors~!

New~

Haha...I've just renew my Blog Template~ My friend always says me NOOB in Blogger... I want to prove that I'm not so NOOB, so I changed it. But, I still don't know how to use it better...

Want to change to a new environment!!!

Zzz...Suddenly think about it...
The things I really want to do now: 
Totally change my life...My friends...My feelings...My house...and many else...
Realistic a bit:                        
Change to another famous school in the city...New surroundings...New friends...New Place...
More realistic:
Change school to SMK Taman Desa 2 where near my house...=="
Sometimes, I really hope to change my school next year...
I've think before to change to a new school and I'm still figuring it...
If can, I would also like to change to a new environment...
Although nobody will know me,
But it's better than everyone hate me...

Stressful...

Well, exam is coming...
Left 11 days to go...
I heard that this trial exam is quite important to us...
It'll be related to our studies in the future...


The sound of the clock on the wall "Tick Tock Tick Tock..." sounds like urging me to study...
The time passed every second and minutes...
And I'm still siting in front of the computer and staring blankly on the monitor...
I think it's the time to do revision...
But my mind don't let me to study...
There're so many troubles surrounding me and I have to think and try to overcome it...
I feel so stressed and tension now...
But I've no time to think about the other things...
It's the time to do revision...
And I think today maybe will be the last deadline to start revision...


Anyway, I hope that all of my friends and I can get flying color result in this exam =)

Positive Thinking!

Yesterday,
I saw quite a lot status that show they are down and no people are thinking of them.
But,
Please think seriously,
Is there nobody thinking of you?
Your parents, your siblings, your friends?
Or somebody else?
Do they care you?
Yes!Sure!
You haven't discover it yet only.
They are really caring of you!
Otherwise why do they want to waste their energy to
Scolding you, advice you, console you?
Remember!
You aren't alone in this world!
No matter how down you are,
Please Think Positively! =)

Hamster...

Few days ago,
I heard my friends,Sara and Yj were talking about their pet...
Sara had just kept a hamster...
It makes me want to keep it too...
Last time,
I have think about to keep a pet...
But I didn't buy at last...
Now,
I want a hamster...
And I hope someone can give me a hamster as a gift...
Just hope...

Inspiration...

Inspiration...
Where should we find it?
Do we need to calm down to think of it?
Or searching and looking outside our window?
Or more?...
But I think,
Every emotion and action is the source of inspiration...
We do so many different things a day, don't we?
We have so many emotion a day, haven't we?
I think every emotion and every action is so meaningful for us...
Whatever is happy, sad, angry or excited,
It is so meaningful to me,
Because I maybe won't feel the same emotion again in my life again...
The inspiration is just come from my life experience only, I think...

What's my result? Bad!

Yesterday,
my teacher gave us back our exam papers...
This time,
I think I got the worst result for my secondary school days...
I think I'll get 3A5B only in this exam...or 3A4B1C!!!
Please...Don't let my English get C...

PMR! I'm Not Afraid Of You!

Time pass very fast...
And it's the time I should stop...
PMR is coming!!!...
And it's make me pretty nervous...
I got bad result for my UPSR...
And I scared the scary history will come again...
So, I'm ready to face it...
And prevent the same thing happen to me again in my life...
No Games,No Facebook,No Google+ and much more...
Until that day is over...
Bye...

Girls...

Girls,
I have some questions want to ask...
Why sometimes you'll angry a person suddenly?
Why sometimes you'll pretend nothing happen and ask somebody to help?
Why sometimes you'll keep the secret with other friend but don't want tell the person although the person's your good friend?
Girls,girls,girls...I can't understand you...
Because I'm a boy?!

Happy?

Am I happy? I always ask myself...But I always don't know...

Me!

Which kind of person do you want me to be?!

Cool?

Emotional?

Quiet?

Di-active?

Careless?...at all the time?

I will say NO because I'm still myself. 

But I will try the best to be better. =)

WOMAN...

HAHA...JUST FOUND IT FROM GOOGLE+... FUNNY BUT SATIRE...

Mood Destroyer...

I don't know how to tolerate with you,sometimes. I'm trying to avoid quarrel with you.  But it seems that we didn't know well each other. I don't understand you. Same to you. I think it have to take some times to know you. You are complicated.
I know I'm a mood destroyer for you. I make you angry quite a lot. I apologize every time. But it makes me feel that should I say sorry to you after every apologize. However, there is only "sorry" that can cool down both of us. So, i'll say Sorry to you again. =)

Please Listen To Me...

My friend,

Sometimes, I'll think that should I call you "Friend"?

Sometimes, I just can't understand you.

Sometimes, I'll become pretty happy because of you. =)

Sometimes, I'll also become very down because of you. =(

Sometimes, I'll feel anger with you. But I'll cool down after awhile. >.<

But, why won't you give me a chance to proof I'm innocent!!!

I Really Want To KNOW!!!

Sometimes, i really don't know what happen... 

It comes suddenly...

I haven't ready for it...

Please let me know it first...

Before it comes... 

=)