Erm...Sorry...

Ya... I know...
It's been a long time I didn't write any blog already...
Fine, let me write about my experience today for the the starting...
Fine, I've met the same problem again... in these few days...
I couldn't control myself again...
I've over the limit again...
And I felt so stupid
and also very sorry...
I admit that I am an impatient person...
I don't know why I will be so foolish until I've passed over my limit...
Haiz...I am so damn stupid a!!! ><
All I want to tell you or show you is
I just want to be like a normal friend.just like last time...
Talk together...Fight like a kid... Argue like an enemy... Laugh together...
Actually, I hate the life I been through now...
It's so suffer...
Fine...
Maybe you are looking at this post or maybe not...
I just want to say sorry for all my foolish again...
Just talk to me again like a friend, ok?
I promise I won't be like this again, ok?
Or else you just scold me rudely, ok?
It's far better than ignore me...Understand?

Thank you! =)

Thanks to my friends~
Especially Sara, Ht, Ph, Allysa, Eric, Sam and more and more...
Thanks for counselling me~
Thanks for waking me up~
Maybe I'm too care about it...
And I've to stop it!~
The foolish things I did have to be stopped now...
It's only show that I'm weak guy, right?
And it also hurt that person from time to time, right?
So, if i really care about that person,
I can't continue do care so much~
And I like this:
"是我的东西就自然会是我的，
不属于我的东西，强求也得不到的～"
Thanks again =D

Learnt =D

Erm...Last few days,
I was quite down,
Maybe because of friendship, or exam, or...
But, my sadness ended until I went to a camp...I guess so...
I'm myself and I'll be myself.
They're themselves and I'm myself.
I've no reason to show I'm sad because of them.
Should I so care about their opinion?
Absolutely not! I think I have learnt it from the camp.
In this moment,
the most important thing is do my role.
Be a good student, good son, good friend, good brother, good....
If I can do it all pretty good, I'll appreciate it and become happier =D

I've surf the internet for awhile and I found something: 
How To Be Happy =)

• Be realistic. Nobody is happy all of the time.
• Remember that happiness is a state of mind and not something which can be defined objectively. 
• Smile a lot.
• Say what you mean and mean what you say. Honesty really is the best policy.
• Be politely assertive. Say how you feel and explain what you want. Friends and colleagues can't be mind readers.
• Don't procrastinate. Instead of worrying about a decision, take it. You'll immediately feel better. Most personal problems do not lend themselves to a simple right or wrong solution. The point is to decide and move on.

These things're copy from the net, not original. xD
Enjoy it =D